I'm kind of pissed at myself for not posting in so long, because so many good things have happened since May. It's too late to go on about Bonnaroo, EDC, Val & Sarah's visit to LA, and my last days there. It's too complicated to describe how I've been kicked out of my NJ house 4 times in 6 weeks, haven't stayed in 1 state for a week consecutively since July 10th, and have become an expert couchsurfer... well, a bedsurfer. My friends like to cuddle.
But I'm back in Boston for a good stretch, I move into the new apt. with Allie & 2 other girls on Tuesday and will be there for a whole year.. as excited as I am to have my own room/home and not be dependent on anyone, the vagabond in me is recoiling. I suffer from severe skin crawl syndrome and need constant movement - stagnance is insufferable. So instead of changing my surroundings, I'm going to work on changing things in my life. A gradual overhaul of lifestyle. Living in LA gave me way more perspective than I ever imagined, getting back to NJ just felt like stepping into old skin that I had long since outgrown. I don't mean to sound so negative - my life gets better every fucking day, and I have far too much fun living it. Always happy, just never content.
Although I'd love to shake this insomnia sometime soon, after 8 years that is one thing I've given up hope for.
Saturday, August 29, 2009
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